Hmmm. Okay – so I totally didn’t end things with this dude. We’ve been instant messaging back and forth on and off this week (even though he’s practically on the other side of the world at the moment). So, now … what do I got here? A friend? A friend with “benefits”? A guy who interested in more? He’s sending me complex messages. And by that I mean … he’s being civil. No, not just civil: friendly. Eep!
And I have no idea what I want from him. I just like the way he makes me giggly when I see his name pop up on my screen and that I get hot in my undies thinking back to making out with him. That’s totally the way making out should be: sensual, gentle, strong, forceful at times… Ooof! Need a cold shower. Actually, I really don’t want anything from him. I just appreciate that he is who he is and that he’s interested in who I am. If he wants to talk and spend time with me and maybe give me a little “lip service” (in the literal way) – okay, but I’m not going to bumrush into anything more.
So, what do I got here? A boy toy? Nah, he’s too nice for that term. I got me some fun. And, hellz yah, it’s about time.
I had a good laugh when I saw this pop up in the picture menu and I couldn't help myself.
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